I know how much waiting hurts. Especially when you never know if what you are waiting for will eventually get to you or be owned by you. I cant promise you that i will be there at the end of the line of your waiting process. But what i know is that, i will be there in every step of the way, in every wrong you do and in every move you make. Im gonna be there to catch your fall, or to rain the drought. I'll be there through your ups and downs, through your weakness and strength and through your night and days. I'm still held back by those memories she made, and im still hurt by all she did. I'm really scared to love or be loved again, knowing that at one point of time, i'll be hurt again. I cant take another blow to my fragile heart. I have 3 people waiting for me, including you. I dont wanna hurt them, especially you after what you've done for me. Taking you in, i'll hurt the other two, and taking either one of them, i have to hurt you. Its something that most men would be egoistic about- being loved by so many at one point of time. But not me.. its a tough decision i've got to make, and i know i got to make this decision fast, and i promise i will. But for the mean time, lets just enjoy the times spent together, and build memories that we both will be fond of. Like i said, i could be there in everything you do and in every achievements you gain, thats the promise i'll make. I'm a man of words, i practice what i preech. Rest assured that the times spent with me wont be as limited. I'll make time for you despite my really tight schedule. Just promise me one thing, that you will never hurt yourself because of me. Im not worth your pain or your tears. Im gonna take everything into consideration cause im not gonna lose someone as special as you (: