Havent been updating for a few days already. Been super busy and tired with birthday celebrations, work and medical check-ups. Alot of things happened in the absence of my blogging. The highlight of the week was definitely my sister's 22nd birthday! went for a sumptious dinner and then to sing our asses off at a karaoke lounge, getting ourselves super high and ignoring all problems just for that particular time. other than the birthday celebration, sad to say, i've rejected 4 people who have confessed into loving/falling for me. the main reason is cause, i am not ready to fall in love.

okay now to you! i just got the time to come online and start to update certain things and just to look around. but it was a great disappointment when i saw what you wrote on your blog. i know is the kind of freedom to write anything on your blog, but i guess you shud have learned the real situation first before an accusation was made. well, in the first place, if i dont like you i wouldnt have hang out with you and showed you the real me (including my unglam side). and now you're saying that i was toying with your feelings? if you know me well, you wouldnt be saying that about me, cos i dont toy with feelings - i know how it hurts when people toys with feelings, thats why i dont do it. you were not the only one that i turned down. i turned 3 others down too, but we are still in talking terms and treating as if nothing happens. but why couldnt you be the same? i find it kind of impossible for you to fall so deep for me in just a couple of days. i believe in love at first sight, because thats for the superficial kind. but love in a couple of days, i would say i dont belief in that at all. took me several weeks, even more than a month to commit myself and be sure of my feelings towards my ex before. thats cos, i dont wanna hurt myself if i was unsure of the relationship. i just dont get you now. you seemed so much like a changed person. and oh, must i be the one texting you? why cant you text me instead? think about it okay. cos ur not alone in this world. dont just think of your pain, look at my pain too please.

well to the rest of the 3, im sorry but im just not ready to love and to commit myself to a relationship. You'll find someone better other than me. if its meant for us to be together, i'll definitely come back when fate sets the date. so cheer up guys, we'll remain good friends for now okays (: