Just One Wish
Dear God, these 2 months and 24 days has been the hardest period that im facing throughout the 17 years of my life. I've had someone there for me in everything i do, supported me all along and took care of me for 17 months. Now that she's gone, im left alone and empty. I prayed for her happiness every night, and now my prayers came through- she found her happiness in another guy just 1 month after the break up. I'm not sure if I should be happy for her or sad that she could get over it this fast. I know i couldnt have everything i want, but if that something i want is what i need and is what could make me smile again, would you grant it to me? God, only you know how hard it would take for me to smile each day. You know how i was force to fake a smile just so everyone else around me could smile and be happy. All i ask for is someone who could be there for me in times of my ups and downs. Someone who could hold my hands and walk through a long narrow path even when she is aware that i dont know where we're heading. Someone who could cry along with me. Someone who could just smile at the simplest things i said. Someone who could ask me to shut up when i get noisy. Someone who could just stare blankly into my eyes. Someone who could do everything with me. Someone who i could call mine. That's all im asking for. Just for one person that you send down from up above to make me smile again. To accompany me till the day i close my eyes and stop breathing. I pray that you hear my prayers and grant me the chance to be whole again.
C.Wong
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