Alone All Over Again
its been two days encounting that i dont hear news from you - no messages, no msn and no calls. right now im having a very strange feeling of loss. last night, i stayed up just to talk to you, but you didnt came online. i waited anxiously but nothing came around. its tough on me..it really is. im worried and im scared. i dont know whats going on. the feeling inside me is taking control of my whole body. i stopped smiling and i stopped laughing. and most importantly, i stopped being the person who gives his all in everything he do. i need someone to tell me everything is going to be okay. i need someone to walk through this period with me. i need someone who could just smile at me for no reason at all. i need someone like you. but where are you now? i want you back home so i'll be able to see you everyday. i want to see your smile.. i want to see you. arrgghhh... damn this feeling. i never felt this way for a very long time, and now its back. are you really leaving me in silence? are you walking away from me? or are you busy and dont really have time? haiz.. i miss you so much. just come back soon pls :/
C.Wong
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