its my fault that you and me now are worlds apart. we dont talk, sms or meet up as often now as we did before- all because of my busy busy schedule. it may seem that i focus alot on my work and other things, but at the back of my mind, it was you i think about. just a few days back you said you were going to Cambodia next month, mummy allow you to go but im hesitant. i really dont want you to go at the same time i dont want to be a hindrance to your world. i have no choice but to let myself worry about you for 1 week. my heart feels so heavy. but none the less, i want you to be happy. one more week till i get to spend 3 nights with you. im looking forward to meeting you and celebrating my birthday and also our 13th month together. love ya babe!